Possessions.

Dear Well-Wisher,

I need you to know something else.

Just one more thing.

Don't be shocked, it is evident.

This is the part where you want to know what it is.

I'm going to have to respond with my usual "never mind, it's nothing."

Vexatious, I know. 

I want you to investigate further. 

I frustrate myself because I don't want to say it.

I want to keep this, for me.

I want you to have it too.

I need both.

Difficult, yes.

That's all.

It will be some time until my next letter to you.